Sometimes, the worst day might be the most meaningful day

in hk, i always said that "i am forced" to become something or develop some characters

it's true though

without pressure or enforcements, u won't get anything done or even bother to do anything

that's the reality

no one in the world is not lazy

like today.... i used the computer for less than half an hour and the interent was lost nad the electricity couldn't get to the room or the living room

therefore, i couldn't follow my normal habit which is to use the computer until lunch

however, i got a lot done in the morning

i read a lot about renaissance in my history book..... had the extra time to cook breakfast for my brother and me... and also finish my hw for drawing class

even though the picture took me a lot time to draw..... i felt so good afterward since my mind is cleared... without complaints.. without anything and i don't have to worry about it

i went out and ate lunch with my friend nad then we went to school together... business day

i had a lot of fun in business day... i met a lot of friends and they all seemed so nice

haha... i think that i don't hate school that much right now

i totally forgot that i had a lot of friends in high school and they could cheer me up when i am overloaded with hw

school doesn't seem that scary by now

haha... got a pretty nice ID picture... got a lot of books...... 6 books in total.... so heavy....

the most important, i got my laptop back!!!!! They upgraded it to Vista and i like it..... the icons are so nice

however, the only thing that disappointed me is that i am blocked from several websites(youtube) and i cna't download anyting onto my laptop

that sucks..... no msn on my lovely laptop

so sleepy right now....... did a lot of cleanup from 5 to 8......

i am dying right now...... because of the heavy books and the cleanup work

Today, I talked to an old friend

i always think that i am more mature than others since my friends over here are so ..... comparing to me

however, i just realized that i am too naive

i always think that no one is cold-blood or stone minded

being cool adn cruel is just the mask of them

in the deepest of their mind, there's mercy and  forgiveness

that's what i am always thinking

after today, i think i really have to grow up

that website is right

in the Dark Ages in the past, people lived in the darkness when they didn't wnat to face the reality

many centuries later, it's the golden age

however, no one said that it's not dark

it's even darker than in the Dark Ages.... people simply forgot about the gift from God: forgiveness

i still believe that people should forgive

however, he told me something that has been done cannot be forgiven

i think i should change my opinion on that issue after all after thinking wisely

president is the leader of the country... the person with the power to save or destroy everything

therefore, if he cant afford it.... he doesn't suit this name

this issue is about life and death

he had made an unforgivable mistake

therefore, this honor doesn't suit him anymore

i think i am being more mature by saying that

however, i don't feel happy at all after saying that

didn't u just tell me everyone will make mistakes in their lifetime?

he is a "everyone" too, isn't it?

how come he can't be forgiven

i can't harden my heart up and blame everything on him

i also know that he is voted by the public to solve problems for the country

this time, he failed obviously

i still think that it's too much for him to take in all the complaints adn misundertandings

as a human, we dont want our fellows to die

i can feel that he's regretting very much and feeling so bad already

why to spread more salt on his cut??

i am so sorry, my old friend

i knew that u were expecting me to have a different opinion on this issue

i did change my opinion after u taught me all the stuff..

however, i am just having some kind of sympathy toward him

it doesn't mean that i agree with what he did

i did learn from our conversation

想說這個世界上的人永遠都是不滿足的

當他們得到一的時候，他們就會不自覺地想得到更多更多

.... done with expressing my feeling after reading the newspaper

my right arm and shoulder are so soar right now

i went to drawing class at 11 and i started to color the rest of the picture and used oil pastel to color the background

i was sleepy and tired when it was 12:45

um....., exactly ten days left until school starts

going to school tomorrow and the day after

Pre IB meeing tomorrow at 6:30pm

the day after tomorrow is business day

i am going to get my ID, all the heavy books, and finally, my LAPTOP back

i can finally have my laptop back and download music again

yeah!!!

Life won't be all smooth and peaceful

once in a while, a bad day will come and make ur day to be abnormal, angry

unfortunately, today is kind of my bad day

yesterday, i was so tired and therefore i went to sleep earlier than usual

then, i was waken up by some sounds at midnight and had to try so hard to fall asleep again

then, i was planning to wake up later today in the morning since i really need time to sleep

then, i was waken by a phone call from my cousin in HK

haha... i was still asleep at 7 and he wanted to chat with me

however,he was too shy to talk to me when he was on the phone.... omg let me sleep

things get worse and worse afterward

i woke up finally and went to the computer to work on HW straightly

then, i couldn't find the essay that i am supposed to read for history

what the heck! today, i finally wanted to do something on history and now i can't find it

and then,.. things turned worse

can u stop insulting and teasing me??

i knew that it's a joke but then i just couldn't forgive that

my morning was bad enough, can't u have some sympathy and let me go??

omg... can't calm down after a while

and then... my mum took over my computer and i had to use the other one

however, the other computer was broken down (can't turn it on)

omg.... finally, it's five something and i thought that things would turn to be better

however, my mum was asleep at that time

if i wake her up and make dinner, i am going to be killed and yelled at

therefore, i had to go and make dinner

omgomg!!!! today's dinner is fish!! and they are not cleaned yet

i have only watched my mum cleaned and dugging the organs out from the fish once

then, i had to cut the 6 fish's stomach and pull out everything....

i am okay with it but then the fish smells

finally, it's at night and i hope that tomorrow will be a good day again

oh!! by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHBALL!!!

U are finally fifteen.... enjoy ur birthday and hope u will like my present

OMG!!!

I have relaxed so much much yesterday

Yesterday I went to drawing class at 11am yesterday

for the whole morning, i was waiting for 11 to come since i love this class so much

once again, this class didn't disappoint me

there were 6 people and me in the class

There wasn't much age difference but i just can't mix in with them

they were too childish, i should say

they weren't even drawing

they drew for a few minutes and went around or outsid e of the room and chat

they don't love drawing for sure

if they do, they will treasure this two hours and draw as much as they can so that they can finish a piece of work

and then be corrected by the teacher

even though this time i have to learn to use color pencils to draw,

i still love this class

by the way, i hate using color pencils since i was in kindergarden

i sometimes get annoyed but i still love the part when i used pencil to draw the fish out

in the afternoon, i watched drama for the whole day

omg.... i was so addicted to

環珠格格

it's the best drama i ever watched

紫薇, i admire and love u!!!!

u are so pretty, kind ,and smart