Today, I have a great news that i want to share with u all

I can take the driving test when i am 16!!!

How happier or luckier can i be??

Which means that when i am eighteen, I can drive people around with my own car!!!

Hey guys!! U know who i am talking to...

U guys can actually come and visit me and then i can bring u guys to travel around LA!!

The most important thing is that i have no excuses to not to go to college to take courses starting from next summer

I have already sensed that i am going to turn crazy and impatient starting from this month.

I have to start crazy tutoring and time taking drawing class next week or this week i should say

since it's already sunday

I have driving laws to memorize (a lot to memorize indeed)

well... i am sure taht all the hard work will get paid off

i am still wondering if i should start my clarinet lesson right now

i know a teacher and he's the only one that i can take the grade 5 test

but then i don't really like him

and i have to take the music theory test first

i have to learn teh whole book by myself and i suck at music theory

should i take the classs and take the theory test in November??

I am not sure

But then i really want to take a test so that the college can see it too

but then i am just not sure if i should do it this year or next year

i either kill myself this year and suffer more and more next year

or be half-dead this year and suffer badly (extremely bad because the overload of pressure and worry)

What should i do???

I don't know and i don't know what to decide

我終於打中文啦！！

Fishball and melody, 你們是不是很開心呢？？

我也不知道我為什麽要打中文，應該是因為我真的是很無聊吧！！

哈哈！！

去完香港后，我又變了很多。

這次的變化連我自己也發現了，就是我成為了一名宅女！！！

haha!! 回來美國后，我根本就不想出街，就是天天留在家，

看書，讀European history book (so dumb), MSN，做功課

哈哈，在這樣下去，我很快就變成一個肥妹吧！！！

一會到沒美國就會感受到很大的壓力

我昨天上網去查到底做醫生要讀什麽科

然后我才知道我跟本沒有足夠的時間來讀

除了兩年chem之外，還有1year bio, 1 year physics, 1 year, english writing,

我哪有那麼多的時間來讀那麼多的課？？

我還要找地方去做義工，還有畫畫班，變態的補習班，單簧管班，等等

我想三年之后沒有人能認得出我啦

因為我已經被沉重的壓力變成另外一個模樣吧，哈哈！！

說完以後，雖然不能結解決任何問題，但可以把我的心底話說出來

真的是舒服了好多

但是不管我有多忙，我都會跟你們連絡，你們知道我說的是誰！！

誰不寫信來，三年后的旅行沒有他們的份，哈哈！！

Today in the morning, someone told me that the stuff i wrote in the blog is kind of boring. Then, I have rethought what should i put down in my blog. What should be suitable to put down as my diary. Today, I chose to write about my best friends in HK. Time can change everyone. Time changes me too. three years ago when i graduated from primary school, I was an over-confident child. I didn't think about other people's feelings and I always hurt the others. It's because the environment shaped me this character. I left my friends without saying a word because I was hopeless. In F1, I had already realized my bad character and had regretted a lot. I regretted why didn't i treat my best friends that way. Three years later which was last month, I went back to Hk agiin and saw my friends. I changed a lot. I called them and told them that i am coming back and we always went out togehter. Melody, I should say sorry to u first. Sorry about those unreasonable arguments in the past. I was so childish and I didn't think before I spolke those sharp words out. Fishball, I should say sorry to u next. I am so sorry that I didn't realize that u are such a good friend before. I didn't preserve this valuable friendship in the past and then i regretted. Thanks for going out with me to everywhere and I will remember u life-long. Ngkashek and polar bear, thanks for going out with me all the time. I really didn't think that u guys would come out and spend that much time with me. I really appreciate that. Five years is not a short time. Nine years of friendship is very valuable too. Twelve years of friendship requires a lot of time to protect it. Therefore, don't think that it's a waste of time to talk or to msn. Sometimes, even if u say hi to the others, they can be happy too if u really have nothing to say. it's because this greeting can mean the existence of our friendship, that this person is still in ur heart somewhere. Everyone has some dissdvantages. If u guys are truly best friends, nothing can stop u from being with them. Forgive the things they did to hurt u and remember the memorable times u guys have spent together. Sometimes, forget is better than remember,

today is another normal day

i didn't do anything special today

if u think that going to the orthodentist and fix my braces is anything special

then i did go today and fixed my braces

time passes fast

it's already two years since i first got my braces

i remembered that the first day i got my braces, i felt so weird

it was an afternoon on july 31 when i first got my braces

the other day when i woke up, i was going to pull that thing out from my mouth

i totally forgot that the braces are going to stay in my mouth for 2 years

now, the time has come and the doctor told me to wait for 2 more months until taking it off

i am waiting for it

i really want my straight teeth!!!!

i worked so hard today on reading A Thousand Splendid Suns

I kind of like that book but i hate annotating the book

now taht my book is full of sticky notes!!!

I have to wake up early tomorrow again and talk to u guys

going to sleep at 9 tonight again, maybe... ^.^

It's only 7:45pm and i am already extremely sleepy

the reason is that i wake up so early today for u guys

u know what u guys are??

fishball, melody and polar bear!!!

it's because u guys so that i wake up so early

i will never forget u guys!!

who would sleep 7 hours only after flying 12 hours and 48 min???

Therefore, don't worry that i will forget u guys

i will remember this life long!!

three years later is another beginning

today, i talked to them until 12pm and then i helped mum to cook lunch

i was so tireed by the already but i couldn't go to sleep

i have to go to my friend's house and gave her the stuff i bought for her

i went to her house and she was surprised when she saw me

she said that i had a complete makeover!!

she said i grew up (both in fashion sense and height)

she also said that i am skinnier

therefore, polar bear, i am not fat and i did grow taller!!!!

today is not that boring

i actually don't have enough time to do everything

i wanted to get started on the summer reading- a thousand splendid suns

if anyone wants to improve english and especially on comprehension, they should read this book

i recommand this boring book to those who wants to improve

my friend said it's a very good book but i don't know yet

i think that i am going to sleep in an hour

talk to u guys my tomorrow morning

i think that i can wake up earlier