i am so happy right now

i am finally done with the league meet, one of the most important races of cross country season

luckily, i did very very well on it

i am so happy when i am done with the race because i was completely exhausted

i am not in a good condition today because of some pain and stuff but then i broke my record of this year so far

i got a 28:01 minutes for the three miles hill race when i ran 30:03 two weeks ago

i was so tired during the race but then the coach's attention was on me

at the beginning of the race, since i am not a sprinter, i am at the middle of the group

however, the coach ran with us and yelled at me "Kathleen!! get to the front, what are u doing over there?"

then, after the first mile, i am at the front of the group but my coach was not satisfied

he yelled at me again and told me to run faster

my fastest first mile: 7:07 minutes, i never ran that fast for one mile because my best mile time was 7;45

during the second mile, there were many up and down and i was totally exhausted

then, i encouraged myself with the encouragement from someone, myself, and the coach

i kept running even though my leg was hurting so much

i felt so proud after the race because i came in as the second runner of my team

i got the fifteen place in the race, that's absolutely not bad and way better than what i think

i think that hard-work does pay off

when i am lazy at my daily practice, i got 30:01 for the race

for these two weeks, i was observed and yelled by my coach and i got a better time

thanks everyone for encouraging me 

i just realized that i am not as good at math as i thought

because of the constant hight grade in math for 3 years, i tended to think that i am good at math

today, it's completely false

i don't know if it is the truth or that we are all struggling in the new subject

we are know learning trigonometry which we never learned before

Pre-Calculus is divided in two parts, algebra and trigonometry

to me, i think that algebra is a piece of cake because all u have to do is to memorize equations and u can get a good grade

however, the radian is messing me up completely right now

i am totally confused because the teacher didn't really teach

he is even making mistakes on radians

i really have no idea what he's saying and i am using my own understanding to do tonight's math homework

omg!!! i can't struggle in math

it should be my strongest subject ever and i should do well on it

kimberly said that i am required to fully understand Pre-Cal right now so that i can get a 800 on SAT II Math 2C

i have to have to understand everything

it's just so important

I think that i really like to go to ACI by now

even though most people think that ACI is the worst place in the world because they made us to do so much work

i really enjoy being there because it's just so fun

i am looking foward to Halloween

the arrival of Halloween means the end of the cumulative exam for history in 9 chapter

the arrival of Halloween indicates the most relaxing weekend without history work

Halloween, trick or treat, the funnest thing in the world!

when i thought that it would be the toughest time of my life, things are going at ease

is that because of luck?

or that god is going easy on me and gives me a way out

no matter what, i am very thankful for the extra time i have gained for this weekend

it has been the first weekend since school started to be a bit more relaxing and mroe time for me to work on school stuff

i finally realize how time-consuming and breath-taking ACI is bringing to my sophmore life

everyone is saying that i am crazy and i am wasting the money and time to take ACI so early

however, i don't think that it's a bad choice becuase i always want to get ahead of myself

no one can be more familiar with me than myself

i know where i am at this point and i know that i have a lot to work on

i have to get a head start and get used to the tough life so that when the easy one comes, i wouldn't have a hard time if i have done it vice versa

even though i am having extra time this weekend for work, i am so stressed out because i am so tired from the lack of sleep

it's the first time ever yesterday that i gave up studying and worked on homework instead

today, i had four tests and i didn't study any one of them

even though i wasn't very sure on them, i guess i pass them all

that's nice to hear

nothing special today, really

just go to school... work on the homework... take tests...

well.... the only thing that it's very special today is that the cross country workout is so tough

we ran 3 miles today in school with 2 minutes interval for each half a mile

however, the workout was so tough because we had to try really hard for it and it's for time

i ran my legs off because the teacher had warned me not to drag behind anymore

however, i was still dragging behind a bit but i sometimes tried for it

afterward, i saw the teacher while going to the maths tutoring and he told me that i did a great job

i was glad for his compliment but then i can't concentrate right now

my legs felt so weak right now and i am mentally and physically tired after several weeks of toughness

PSAT this Sat... wish me for the best luck in it... it's very important