i can't believe that it's only the third week of school so far

school seems forever to me and i really hope that there's a long holiday for me right now

my head is hurting right now and i really want to go to sleep when it's only 5pm

i think it's because of the lack of sleep which makes my head to feel so heavy

omg!! it's taking forever and i don't want to study anymore

i am really tired of school and the despair and depression are growing in my heart

i can't believe that sophmore year is such a tough year

school day is passing okay fast but then weekend is passing way too fast

i don't even feel like today is sunday and i have to go to school tomorrow

i spent my whole Saturday in ACI and i went home at 5pm

tutoring is even longer than actual school

for school days, i go to school at 7 (but school starts at 7:55) and go home at 4:30 the latest

however, in ACI, i go there at 8 and went home at 5 and there's less than an hour for us to rest

the rest of the time, the teachers lectured and taught us how to do the problems in the SAT test

omg!! i only have one day of weekend left for the rest of the two years

whenever i think of that, i turn so gloomy and i actually laugh at myself for having a life like this

there won't be a holiday until 9 weeks from now... and it's Veteran's Day on Wednesday

why is it on Wedensday?? i have a late start on Wednesday... the school is so tricky

omg!! i have going to have super dark circles underneath my eyes since i won't be able to wake up later without the pressure of hw until 9 weeks from now

i am jealous of u guys because mid-autumn festival is coming and u guys can play crazily and overnight on that day

i really want a holiday and a day off without hw

i don't think that it will happen until thanksgiving holiday on November 25

two months of hard-work and 3 days of holiday

how worse can my life be?

I am really pissed right now??/

I found out the first time that i simply have no life right now

today is friday and luckily, it's a minimun day

we are supposed to get out from school at 12:25pm but then i have cross country

therefore, i got out of school at 12:35 because we were locked down

there was something like gun shooting near our school and there was a helicopter circling above our school

then, i had to stay at school until 1:10 to be released

i went home and ate lunch while watching drama

then... it's 2:48pm right now and i have to work on my hw.. (actually, it's an essay for ACI)

omg!! my mum was asking me how come i have time to finish one episode of the drama when i have ACI at 3:30

omg!! can't u let me to rest out for a few minutes before i go there and write essays and take a test?

i am writing that stupid essay about does fame bring happiness and i really want to watch drama right now

i still have the vocabs to memorize when the test is tomorrow

and i have the hw for drawing class to do

omg!! i am going to pass out for sure

where did my weekends and spare time go???

don't leave me alone, free time

come back and i miss u

I am laughing at my life, seriously

how come people can be so talented and i have to spend a lot more effort to reach the same result

there's a guy that's in my grade who already got 2000 out of 2400 for the SAT test when i am still far behind from getting a 2000

even though i still have a lot of time to improve (like 1.5 years), i still think that life is never fair

however, i accept this as a truth and will put more effort in

but then the biggest problem is that i always want to find some spare time to relax

u know what? i can't even spend an hour a day to relax myself from the academic things

i so want to watch drama for 1.5 hour each day and i can sometimes do it

it's killing me because i always think about it

the biggest temptation is that my brother is watching drama most of the time next to my desk when i am working

how can i concentrate??? i don't know how but then i have to

haha.... today, i don't have much hw but i feel like it's heavier than usual.

i have to work very hard on the unfinished work for tutoring and i have to rewrite the essay

i am so tired of writing right now because i have to write at least one essay everyday

it's because we have warm-up in english class everyday which is writing our opinion on something for one full page

that's crazy and i really want next week's weekend to come so that i can have a little hope to relax in the next weekend

I can't believe it...

i can't believe it.... i can't believe that i actually did it

haha... it rhymes... but it's not the main point

the main point is i ran from 2:30 to 4:15pm today!!!!! for cross country practice

omg!! that's so impossible to me.. and the most important thing is

that i ran 4.5 miles and walked a mile back from the park to Wilson

last time, i kept repeating and saying that i ran 4 laps, right>??? u guys remember???

this time, it's 4 miles!!!! it's 4 miles on the hills!!!!

my legs are hurting right now... my shoulders are numb.... my face is burning.. my knee is cracking

i have a lot a lot of hw to do and i know that i won't be able to finish all of them and my tutoring hw'

i have a prelab to do for chemistry which will take me forever..... 5 pages problems for chemistry

then, i have a project for english which is due tomorrow and a project and presentation for history tomorrow

i am going to die for sure

bless me... bless me and wish that i will be able to survive.

Today is a bad day!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't like today since it's the worst day after school started

today, i went to school and then i worked hard in two classes

then, i got to the english class and the teahcer said we got a reading quiz!!

what the heck!!! i didn't even know we have to read something

she told us to read the content of dead man in the pocket and i thought we are supposed to read the content

which is the introduction of the story

however, the name of the story is actually the content of the dead man's pocket!!!

omg! and while we are doing the warm-up, i spent half the time reading the book and tried to cramp in whatever i can memorize

however, i didn't get a stamp on my journal and i bombed my quiz!!

after school, we were yelled at by the coach because we didn't run on Saturday and he said that we weren't excused!!

excuse me, coach?? i told the other coach that i have ACI tutoring and i can't come

he was so kind and he said that i am excused

why the heck are u yelling at us??

then, he punished us by running our butts off for 2 miles.

i felt dizzy afteward and i am sneezing right now so badly

my bad habit.... if i ran too hard, i will sneeze afterward for an hour until i am recoverd!!

i am in my maths tutoring right now, sneezing

however, i am so glad because my math teacher praiseed me... hehe

today turns better after this

good luck to me for the rest of the week

i hope