Happy first day of school to everyone!!

How is ur school?? Guys, i really want to know about it and tell me about how's ur F4 life

however, my school life isn't that nice after all

yesterday was the first day of the week and the fourth day of school

however, i slept at 11pm yesterday which is very late (whoever knows me should know that i slept before 10)

i promised that i didn't procistinate at all except for resting for an hour before orthodentist appointment and after i ran crazily

that's only an hour

however, i spent the rest of the time doing hw.

there's a lot of hw for all the subjects and i stayed up until 11 to finish all of them

however, i didn't eeven have enough time to finish staying tests today

it's 7:30am right now when i am sitting at the cafeteria at school... eating breakfast and studying at the same time

how worse can my life get?? running more??? more hw and more hw??

i have dying on all the hw from each of the subjects

the only subject that didn't give hw is cross country but we ran in the dust and smoke... isn't that worse?

um... i hope that this week will pass fast so that i can have my weekend... however, weekend is worse than weekday....

how come my life is like this?? no entertainment, no drama, only tests and hw..

I really hate it when people lie to me

especially, if they are someone that i trust the most

i really have no idea why do those people that i trust lie to me

i am not those kinds of people that can't accept negative things or unpleasant comment

therefore, if they know me, they should know that and shouldn't even lie to me..

um.... even though i can't confirm if this is real or not... however, i still feel disappointed when i knew that

omg!! today is the worst sunday i ever had in america

mostly, i read newspaper, watch drama, and eat, (sometimes go out and shop) in the past sundays

however, today is different.

when i woke up today, i had a feeling that i am not going to finish all of my work which i have planned for this weekend

it turns out to be pretty true.... it's 6:18pm right now and i am barely done with all the hw next week

however, i didn't even start studying...

will all of my sundays for the next 3 years be like today??

then it will be a disaster since today is even worst than school day

however, there's something pleasant happened today

i went to drawing class today and worked on my favorite picture

however, i spent two hours just to color all of the leaves on my picture

then, the teacher praised my improvement in coloring by color pencils

more, he said to me again taht i am a good student.... and he also said that he will use all of his efforts to teach me and make me improve

omg!! i am so happy after he said that.... this eases the not good feeling early in the morning

school tomorrow!! i have to work hard for this week again1!!!!!

OMG!! when will be the end of the history hw....

i am only half way through the history hw and i am exhausted right now

thank god... i am not scared of school... not scared of history... not scared of anything anymore

it's ridiculous when i think back what i was feeling on the first day of school

i was frustrated, nervous, and worried after the first day of school when i got home

i missed the life in hk... i miss my summer... i miss the trip

however, life has to go on anywise and i am not complaining anymore

everyday, i stared at my year schedule and crossing out the days that had passed

however, am i kind of wasting my time?? isn't it kind of pointless???

even though i got through this year.... i won't have any days off... only a weekend and i have to go to summer school

and then tutoring everyday after summer school until 6pm... and possible night courses at college

why am i looking forward of it??

and what happen after that summer... it's another tough school year with SAT which i must must do well on it

omg!! these three years will be the hardest years for all of us

let's work hard and extremely hard for 3 years and enjoy the summer before college

um.... i am so happy that i can go to drawing class tomorrow again!!!

i outlined most of the features last time and i have to admit that it's very pretty.... even the teacher praised me for drawing exactly what the picture is saying

i am thinking about that picture for the whole week already.... so tired right now

Good luck to u all for the new school year

Um.... i was so busy yesterday to type my diary...

Guys.... my school has started yesterday and i expected too much for it

school is not that fun, believe me.... it's a bunch of hard-work and infinitely many hw to do

yesterday was the first day of shcool and it was a minimum day

i was so happy since couldn't sleep well the night before the first day of school

i slept 6 hours only or less and had to go to school

however, i didn't get to get out of shcool when everyone else did since i had cross country

the worst news i heard is that we have to work out tomorrow for cross country under 104 degrees

when i got home, i was totally annoyed and frustrated by the hw and cross country

moreover, there was a fire in LA so that the air quality is really bad and it's extremelty hot

therefore, my mood was so bad and i was so angry by everything

then, i started yelling when someone did something which irritated me

the most important reason i did it is because i am so scared for school

it's the first day of school and we got history hw and chemistry hw

i have already knw that there will be a chapter test for history next week

i was so angry and i decided i couldn't do it anymore

finally, i got myself calm down and put away all the emotions and started on my history hw and did it for my whole afternoon and night

finally, i learned... i learn that the less u expect, the happier u are

i don't expect anything right now except for a A for every single one of the classes

i don't feel anything for school right now... i have to go to school anywise, isn't it??

why do i even bother to complain or get frustrated when i hvae to do it anywise..

treat myself as a non-human and don't let any emotions to bother me from concentrating

that works out perfectly fine.....  i can now do my hw and force myself to do everything..... that's great

i can now save the time for complaining to work on my hw

i dont have much time left

i have a lot of hw for next week and i have to get a head start on it.

I am so so so so so angry right now!!!

Extremely angry and don't know how to release my anger....

What can i do right now even though i am so angry????????

OMG!! Today is the last day of my summer vacation and it's the worst day of my whole summer vacation

I found out that i didn't know that there's another assignment i have to do for english by 3:30pm

it's about giving an example to each of the about 70 vocabs...

i am going to die.... it's already 7:35pm and i am only half way done

it's so hard and i don't want to do it anymore

by 3:30pm, i was going to work on my homework but i had to get the x-ray done

it''s wasting my time and my mum is dragging behind since she has to watch that stupid pointless drama

and she called me to go out and change when she wants to finish the last 10 min of the drama

i got so pissed off after all.... i am so pissed so pissed right now

i can feel the anger filling up in my brain

nad then.... my mum didn't even want to cook for dinner when it's already 7pm

OMG!! I went to her when it was 6:30 and told her to cook dinner since school is tomorrow

She went to the kitchen at 7:30 and told me that she forgot that i have to go to school tomorrow

i am already extremely frustrated with the unfinished assignment

she's saying oh... i didn't know that u have school tomorrow for like over 5 times

can u not be angry after that???/

my house has an open kitchen so i can hear everything

i am trying to concentrate on my hw and she kept saying that

i am going to explodE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then i thought i can wake up at 7 tomorrow since schoool starts at 7:55

my stupid brother told me that he has to leave home at 7:15 right now.... night time

and my parents kept asking me if i am going with my brother

what kind of stupid question is that???

my dad has to leave home by 7am

i think that 7:15 is too early... do u think that i will prefer 7??? what kind fo dumb question is that and u keep asking me to answer it.... stupid

plz don't waste my time

my mum asked me if i am going with my brother to schooll....t hat's a dumb one too...

how am i goinng to go to school if i am not going with my brother

walk 55 min to school??? those kinds of questions dont' require an answer since u already know

can u stoop wasting my time and keep cooking??? i have a lot of hw to do