too cold, too windy, too much rain........ too tried, too much works, too much presure........

I have been waiting, waiting for his call, waiting to heard his voice everyday.......... only his voice can claim me dowm. the springflower in the grander are going to open soon, but the weather still no sight to warm up

Why the weather is so cold when Im all alone? Why the people around me are so useless when he is not here to help me out? Life is hard, but Im fighting it......... no matter what!