I have back to UK for 2weeks, the first week Daniel came to Manchester, he told me his big secutry, I still can't believe he is gay now. It suprised me too much. 

I have been sleeping and eating for two days without doing anything, because Im wainting for the final result. It kills me to wait, I have nothing to do but only wait for the redult. Im so tens, I don't want to do anything, i don't want to think until the result come out............. I heard from one of my college mate that the reult will come out at the 23th of Jun. It seem not a long time from now, but for me that feels like longer than a year's time.

God bless me, please.