It has been very long time that I haven't touch my darily........ becoz the exames which finished at the th of May. Then, two days after I came back Hongkong to visit him. The way I came back to see him was not a pleasure journey , first, i missed the fight, bought another ticket to fly back which cost me another 400pound. second, i didn't even tell my mum i came back, becoz i knew she won't happy about that i come back for such a short time. Also, back home with my mum means i have very little time to spend wit him.

The first few days when i came back i felt super happy, however, when days past by i feeling very guilt........ the amount of the money i spent and i feel very sorry to my mum, i lie to her and even wouldn't back hme to visit her................. becoz of him. I really feel very very very.................sorry. I want to give her a ring, but........ i don't know........

Im also miss y three babes so much as well. I guess i shouldn't come back at the first place. I don't know how he and I could keep going on when I back to UK, it costs too much to see him once.