冇咩特別的一天

唉...琴日我話今日整蛋糕..但係阿媽話唔好整咁密...叫我下個禮拜先整啵/~\"...算..我就等多幾日啦....

原來靜同河河係我琴日寫緊日記果陣已經冇事啦=0="河河又出雪糕絕招(點解果陣佢冇咁tum我...!?)..阿靜又投降了..kaka...可能離離合合係佢地o既情趣黎掛...

今日下午有件事發生左...有個fd係icq度話鍾意我@_@佢好似講笑feel..我咪話愚人節o岩o岩過左啦咁囉....跟住佢話係喎...就冇再討論果個問題了...所以我唔知道係真定假...但係我始終覺得佢玩我=-="自問自己係就係比到好多人好感...但係愛果種我諗冇咩啦...

愚人節

(食住沙律寫日記)琴日真係唔夠訓先咁咋..今日冇咩事了..今日係愚人節..我睇到電視講哥哥咁就死左兩年..原來時間真係可以過得咁快...但係傷心o既日子好似過得咁慢咁...唉...始終個傷口仲未好返.....靜同河河又鬧分手...但係今次係真的..我真係叫靜諗清楚..唔好好似我咁...

今日個工人黎左啦...發仔驚陌生呀..係咁係度嘈搞到我好燥...連講句野都聽唔到呀..煩到死...

我叫左媽咪再買整蛋糕o既野返黎..我決定聽日再整多次@_@整得好唔好聽日話你地知...

最後講句媽咪整d沙律好好食呀

病左..!?

唔係掛...今朝起身都好地地架..唔知做咩...o岩o岩開始好頭暈頭痛..仲想嘔呀...唔知係咪唔夠訓呀...好唔舒服...好辛苦..

琴晚落好大雨呀..唔知係咪我係屬於浪漫的雙魚座..我好鍾意落緊雨的夜晚~我仲會望住樓下~條街係一個人都冇的...但係我覺得好好feel...又諗起好多野...當然係我同佢o既野....諗左好多個點解出黎...諗左好多o岩feel的歌~個feel好正...仲諗緊如果有人陪我一齊睇幾好呢...如果係darling就 ......(咁早就發夢 )

I Lｏve ｕ＿你會否聽見嗎....?

唉...琴日佢msn我~叫我開cam~但係我拒絕左~因為我喊緊...我果陣同jason玩緊cam..佢見到我喊..佢係唯一一個net fd見到我喊o既樣...佢仲叫我喊包...我唔比"佢"睇cam係我唔想佢見到我喊o既樣...我唔想佢再話我小朋友...跟住琴晚諗左一個問題"如果我而家同你講~我地不如從新開始~但係要你放棄而家個女仔~好唔好?"我有諗話打比佢or sms問佢~但係到最後諗起兩首歌的歌詞"其實我再去愛惜你又有何用~難道這次我抱緊你未必落空...""永遠不會再重來~有一個男孩~愛著那個女孩..."所以我最後都放棄左...我有問過阿靜意見..佢話愛就要爭取...但係我始終都冇咁o既勇氣問佢...可能佢會成為我呢一世o既遺憾....

今日陪阿爸阿媽去左飲茶行街~買左對鞋三百三十九蚊~行左好耐先睇得中呀~跟住我地就去左百佳買野整蛋糕~整左出黎除左個樣衰d~係食得架~仲幾好食tim>o<~我初初諗住學整蛋糕...都係因為佢生日整比佢食...但係呢家都唔到我整lu...

諗起好多野....

我最多~把軀殼暫時就當不屬我~麻木去受你~最後重擊一趟~
怕什麼~我堅拒為情敵駁火~原來傷懂追我~不必去躲...

求你別說~仍能如~良朋地對我~
而我問我~為何還~能夠碰傷我...

就當一起發過夢~喜愛你只因迷信~就當空空雙手撫摸過天空
就算心很痛~這顆心一早掏空~
就算痛得要生要死都假裝~沒有空..

呢幾首歌~都係我最近屋企播放率極高的..原來掛住一個人真係好辛苦..

究竟點解要迫自己去忘記一個人!?難道要忘記一個人真係咁難..?!點解佢仲要係我個腦入面生存!?有冇人可以教下我呀...?我真係好想過返d..四海為家的生活...

琴晚唔知做咩成晚腳痛..好痛..痛到喊左出黎...諗返好多野...但係我分唔到..究竟我係心痛喊..定係腳痛喊了...