我記得識左呢個朋友之後,差唔多每晚都會落D玩,仲要越HIGH越多,嗰時成日都會HIGH大,有時HIGH大左仲係個DISCO行,其實已經企唔穩,所以成日都會撞黎撞去,HIGH大左嗰時唔覺得痛,但係到左第二日反到屋企,先發覺D手手腳腳瘀哂,不過係咁多HIGH大左既經歷裡面,有二次經歷令我特別深刻…
有一次同D FRIENDS落左DISCO,我嗰晚食左2粒FING頭同埋索左好多好多茄,記得淨係識坐係度FING,完全起唔到身跳舞,FING下FING下既時候,突然好似見到我身旁既嗰道牆,好似有D搖搖下,我怕道牆真係會‘冧’,所以同我身邊同我一樣HIGH大左既FRIEND講,道牆可能會‘冧’,點知佢真係搵隻手推下道牆,跟住同我講無事,之後又繼續係度FING,但係我越黎越驚,仲聽到有人大叫,快D走牙,有水湧入黎牙,跟住我再拍下我個FRIEND同佢講,道牆就黎‘冧’,D水又湧入黎,再唔走我地真係會死係度,但係當時我真係完全起唔到身,我就好似靈魂出竅咁,我個靈魂好似離開左我自己既身體,係高處望反自己係度FING咁,當時左手觸摸右手既時候,係完全無感覺,其實當時我好驚,因為好似有種就黎死既感覺,之前都未試過,只係試過HIGH大左之後見到身邊既野勁度郁,今次有呢種感覺既時候,我就不斷係叫自己個名,心入面係咁叫自己醒牙,唔好就咁就死牙,結果嗰晚隔左幾個鐘之後,我既身體開始有反D感覺,,但仍然都係唔係好清醒,之後我D FRIENDS送左我反屋企,反到屋企一陣開始有D醒,先知道係DISCO入面見到同聽到既,全部都係幻覺同幻聽,但係嗰種感覺仍然令到我好驚,因為重未試過,嗰次之後,我都唔敢再HIGH到咁大,直到另一件既事發生,我對HIGH野既習慣開始有D改變…
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