擒晚,久久無法入睡...
或許因為晚上飲過咖啡,或許因為姨媽鼻鼾聲太大,又或許是牧養的事情困擾著我的心...
唯有聽著mp3,不斷播著陳綺貞的"太多"才能安眠...倚賴著慵懶的鋼琴與小提琴伴奏,慢慢帶我進入夢鄉...
我的愛心多麼的不夠...我的性情是多麼的差勁......

後知後覺...今朝才發現前幾天被父親斬死的妻女,是可立的一位學生,亦即是好多可立同工羊仔都會認識的人...環環相扣,剛知道後,心有種被掏空的感覺...
每天聽著的新聞,社會許許多多的病態,其實一點也不遙遠,但總是要在關係有牽連的事件上才生起悲憫的情懷...
作為基督徒,是否對社會太肓目?是否太著眼於自己的問題上?...既是這樣,又怎去作鹽作光呢?...

我的愛心不夠,但不代表我可以不愛...上星期科大生跳樓的事,今天父親斬女的事,在心靈有很大的震撼,我要盡上所能愛我的小羊...
因為他們需要愛......

"我若能說萬人的方言,並天使的話語,卻沒有愛,我就成了鳴的鑼,響的鈸了."

我站到街中 聽鬧市聲音 我望見艱辛癲沛眾生
我立志服務 這大片人群 要讓這動力燃亮愛心
我願意關心 軟弱與灰心 要用我雙手鼓舞信心
我願以毅力 化做我能源 晝夜去傳送 信望愛
光陰匆匆多少機會身邊經過 誰能伸手獻出關懷不再退避?
只要你與我同往 不怕冷笑與迷惘
願降卑傚法基督一生辛勤 獻信望愛

我願帶歡欣 遍鬧市穿梭 我願見光采閃閃眼睛
我立志服務 那懼怕疲勞 鍛煉我耐力承受壓逼
要越過唏噓 要突破孤單 要踏碎傷心 抵抗困逼
我願以毅力 化做我能源 晝夜去傳送 信望愛
光陰匆匆多少機會身邊經過 誰能伸手獻出關懷不再退避?
只要你與我同往 不怕冷笑與迷惘
願降卑傚法基督一生辛勤 獻信望愛

1> 計劃同毛毛自由行,去台灣!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

美麗,樸實,悠閒既台灣!!!I LOVE YOU!等我呀!!!2007年就飛撲過黎!!!
很想在踏足台北松山機場時,出盡九牛二虎之力痛痛快快地叫一聲!!!
那種感覺一定好爽!好正!

係一片無人認識既地方,身心好似會得到大解放一樣,陌生的眼光,陌生的風土人情,一切一切我都期待哦!
正因為沒有牽連,於是一切也可放開...

也要去一趟女巫店看看會否撞到陳綺貞~HA~還有誠品,西門町等等...

I ASPIRE TO A JOURNEY FOR  A LONG LONG TIME...旅行的意義...

2> 考一級山藝,MOREOVER二級,FURTHERMORE急救

要趕及下年6月前考好兩級山藝[唔知得唔得呢,不過最少一級先吧!!!]...^^...想做個同行者~

兩項大計!!!勢在必行!!!

一切歡樂由natnat send段新聞俾我開始...

美學者：海膽是人類「表親」 (明報) 11月 11日 星期六 05:05AM

今日返學~時間非常好,準時!仲有鬆動!搭校巴訓著咗覺,點知一醒見到雁翔兄坐咗係隔離,嚇一嚇~><
今日上英文堂,做video assignment,講australia,聽到我一頭霧水...= ="...
用咗兩個字to have my lunch!簡直就係我既極限!!!
上埋中文堂就走人了,即刻趕去海星返工~去到時,袁sir就走了,不過panda係度,佢睇二年級,我睇五年級,不過,panda d反應好搞笑...超級既"知悠啖定",真係悠閒到覺得佢有點反應遲鈍呀~ha~^^,不過佢惡起上黎鬧d小朋友,都係第一次見!!!

因為考試關係,今日托管去到5點~跟住就約emily出街食嘢喇~估唔到,最後都係去返apm呢~~~
去咗starbucks...oh...我嗌咗杯hazelnut chocolate...哇!!!甜到漏...甜到嘔...我都係鍾意返iced mocha好了...= ="""

之前因為學結他既關係,同肥良借咗隻碟聽,於是接觸了the cardigans既歌~
擒晚search返lee隊樂隊既歌,同avril lavigne既歌感覺好不同,唔知係因為前者玩indie-pop,後者玩rock music,定因為前者來自瑞典,後者來自美國呢???歌詞avril個d好易明,但the cardigans好多都帶住隱喻的,歌詞好似有著更深層既意思咁~don't know~
不過近排留意多咗d歌既arrangement,呀...外國既音樂做得好出色既地方,係好有層次,好多變化,whatever avril lavigne定cardigans,不過我特別欣賞avril lavigne玩rock song時唔同樂器既arrangement,真係聽到人好high~cardigans呢,終於都明白點解馬友會借lee隊樂隊d碟俾我了,其實佢d結他彈奏既pattern係好出好特別的,所以都好正!不過未知indie-pop係咩意思?!

For 27 years I've been trying
to believe and confide in different people I found
Some of them got closer than others
and some wouldn't even bother, and then you came around
I didn't really know what to call you
You didn't know me at all, but I was happy to explain
I never really knew how to move you
so I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins
And I saw you

But that's not an invitation
that's all I get
If this is communication, I disconnect
I've seen you, I know you
but I don't know how to connect
so I disconnect

You always seem to know where to find me
and I'm still here behind you in the corner of your eye
I never really learnt how to love you
but I know that I love you
through the hole in the sky where I see you

and that's not an invitation that's all I get
If this is communication, I disconnect
I've seen you, I know you
but I don't know how to connect
so I disconnect

Well this is an invitation
it's not a threat
If you want communication
that's what you get
I'm talking and talking, but I don't know how to connect
and I hold a record for being patient...
with your kind of hesitation...
I need you, you want me
but I don't know how to connect
so I disconnect
I disconnect