just feel like i am the redundant one.

既然佢地都唔介意我白領人工,

咁點解我仲要厚住臉皮去問佢地有冇野可以俾我做?

既然呢份工學到既野唔多,

咁點解唔索性等佢地唔洗再請我?

既然都講明話冇野做,

咁點解我唔乖乖坐係度HEA???

人總係矛盾既,

當你有野做時你唔想做,

當你冇野做時又想有野做.

究竟到幾時我先可以將呢D野睇化呢?

天意弄人,

呢個詞語講得好岩,

當我唔得閒既時候, 佢地想搵人幫手,

到我得閒喇, 佢地卻偏偏冇野可以俾我做,

仲叫我剩係番下午好喇...

講真, 我番呢間公司真係冇野可以做到,

次次都係要等佢地教我先識做,

每次冇野做既時候, 我都覺得唔好意思去問佢地有咩可以俾我做.

做人做到咁, 真係失敗.

番工已經冇野可以幫到手,

而加仲要叫我剩係番下午,

哈, 遲D會唔會叫我以後唔洗番?

最實際既人工已經拎唔多,

仲要無所事事,

我而加真係折墮.

 at the moment that i thought your new email is not real,

i was extremely frightened...

and i was wondering what happened to you:

do you want to leave me?

am i unimportant to you?

i always thought you are not important to me, 

and i keep sending emails to you was just because i wanted to find someone to talk...

but its wrong.

you are definitely a very important person to me,

though i know its not the same as what you think.

當我以為我不能再SEND EMAIL俾你既時候,

我真係感到好失落, 好驚,

擔心你可能會出事,

失落係因為我從此無法同你聯繫,

我以為我SEND EMAIL係因為我寂寞,

但原來唔係,

你已經係我覺得重要既人...

就算你唔係咁認為,

我都唔會介意