i will always wait for you...

no matter what your thoughts are,

no matter how far we are,

i am really glad that you want to change,

but in my deepest mind, i am a bit sad and worried,

worried about whether you will forget me and wont keep contact with me anymore.

and it seems checking whether you have replied my email is the first thing i would love to do everyday,

and i always ask myself,

you could wait for my email for almost a month ( i hope you really waited for my email as me),

then i cant be sad to wait for your email longer.

do you really care about my status?

do you really consider me as your friend?

i just feel i dont know you even more than before....

who are you actually?

what do i know about you?

and why am i still staring at the mailbox?

and why do i still want to send emails to you?

 點解個天要咁樣對我地?

點解唔可以俾我地有好日子過?

點解係都要我地以為終於有個暑假可以做自己想做既野既時候,

偏偏唔俾我地咁樣唸,

究竟媽媽呢個病幾時先可以好?

而加令我覺得自己真係好自私,

我居然想媽媽繼續照顧家姐既女, 我同細妹就出去打工...

但我真係唔想因為咁而冇左番工既機會,

如果媽媽佢好唔番, 咁個女邊個照顧?

唔通係我地輪流照顧?

點解搞左成個月, 佢既病都未好番??

我知道佢好辛苦, 

但同時我地都係,

我地日日都驚會撞到爸爸,

我地日日都驚佢唔知又會唔會發神經,

哈, 最後既問題都係圍繞番佢,

係佢,

係佢要令到個屋企搞成咁,

好地地一個家, 俾佢搞衰哂,

佢係連一個老公、爸爸、外公、甚至醫生都唔識做,

老公, 佢有盡過老公既責任咩?

佢有關心過佢既老婆咩?

剩係識到扔佢D野, 話佢唔識煮飯,

爸爸, 佢有盡過爸爸既責任咩?

佢有帶過我地出去玩咩?

佢有關心我地既將來咩?

剩係識得賭錢, 一輸錢就剩係識得黑口黑面.

外公, 佢有盡過外公既責任咩?

剩係識得偏心某一個,

另一個成日見佢既唔中意, 成日打佢,

仲要話番我地轉頭, 話我地唔識教佢, 

你咁叻, 自己又唔去教? 

做外公既, 唔係應該剩係會錫自己既孫咩?

點解你會咁憎佢? 佢欠左你D咩?

中醫, 哈, 簡直係笑話.

根本自己既職業操守有問題,

點解係都要佢剩係飲你D藥, 

唔係應該內外調理?

你以為自己係神醫?

哈, 心情唔好就唔醫, 

心情好就煲多幾劑涼茶,

你當D病人係咩?

仲要話咩芒果能醫百病,

你咁仲叫做醫生?

點解個天係都要令我地難受?

搞完細妹既公開試, 

而加輪到媽媽黎病,

咁之後又唔知會發生D咩事.

點解其他人唔會有呢D煩惱,

但係都要係我地呢一家有煩惱.

已經有一個唔同人地既爸爸.

而加仲要搞到媽媽病.

幾時先可以安寧,

幾時先可以擺脫呢D野,

幾時先可以死.

 永遠不需要向別人解釋你自己，因為喜歡你的人不需要，不喜歡你的人不會相信。