原來我係咁脆弱,

連自己獨自留係屋企既勇氣都冇,

就算係要考試, 要溫書,

我都唔想自己留係屋企溫書,

唔想自己一個,

唔想自己一個留係屋企,

因為冇媽媽既存在, 呢個唔係屋企,

只係我黎訓教既地方...

我而加最想既唔係攞咩好成績,

我只係想佢快D好番,

對唔住, 我可能係你心目中剩係想激你,

但其實我真係好愛你,

你痛苦, 我都痛苦,

你入院, 我寧願個個係我,

點解個天要俾我地咁既收場?

點解係都要有人難受,

點解唔可以公平D??????

 我真係覺得自己好冇用,

見到媽媽的痛苦, 我幫唔到,

我就算去觀察病房, 係佢隔離,

我都幫唔到手,

最後家姐都係叫番我番屋企...

唔單止幫到唔手,

我仲要考得差,

我仲要以呢個為藉口叫自己唔好溫書,

係自己真係冇心情溫,

定係自己根本就唔想溫?

見到媽媽咁辛苦,

我真係好唔開心,

我好驚佢會離開我地,

本身約好左一齊去食飯, 慶祝, 而加通通都做唔到,

我寧願病既係我,

我願意將自己既健康同佢交換,

我願意將自己既壽命延長俾佢,

點解個天唔俾我咁做?

點解個天要令到佢病?

點解個天要令到佢咁痛苦?

點解唔係我?

點解唔係其他人?

 i am trying to grow up..

i really tried my best to be a more mature and responsible and helpful daughter...

but i am afraid i am not and i cant be that kind of person...

when you needed my help and support,

i didnt come out,

i thought my sister can help you, but not me!

how can i am so stupid and selfish?

the one who called 999, not me.

the one who took you to the hospital,.not me.

i just think of myself!!!

i am really sorry,

i didnt the right thing,

i just sitting there to wait for the others to help you.

i am not deserved to be your daughter.

everything i did is really bad and wrong,

i am really sorry.