the rain finally stop for a while today, of course can't miss the chance to let my 3 monsters out for walk. They were so happy, because  they haven't been out for nearlly a month  . Very luck,  it started raining soon after we back home.

I feel so down today, first because my period make me very tried , second, got some bad news. I guess 2006 definitely is not my year, never stop worring things one after one. Very fidget and down now........................................i want to kill myself, i start to hate everyone around me, everyone i know. I even start to hate him left me alone to assume everything, although non of his business. WHO CAN BRING ME SOME HAPPINESS? WHEN GOOD THINGS START TO HAPPN TO ME?