I have  been hurted by my mum, not physcially but my soul. Hard to make a recovery, but my little girl "Dolu", she is in season now and i want to breed her. I want to do this and have been waiting for a very time. I know im busy, i should concern on my study, but this is the only thing can make me happy so far. I have found a breeder for her, the breeder's stud dog is a very beauty little guy , i showed the picture to him this morning and he loves the little dog ,too.   One more thing, fat boy (zuxing) he agreed take me to Boston, thank you so muchfor him, he is very kind, right? 

I am so looking forward. That breeder told me alots of things, such as when Dolu can be mated, how to, and how to take care of her........... etc. I am going to be a grandmun soon, i hope........ hahaha......... Am I making a happiness for myself within the sad world? I don't know, i don't want to think that much, don't want to care that much............. I have to make myself happy in order to keep living in this world.