He solved his job problem today which makes me feeling bit better, at leastt i know he is happier than yesterday.  But i think he still feels bad, maybe sad, maybe other thingselse. I hope he can forget what happend in these few days quickly. 

 I received two dog magazines from him today........... very happy , even i don't have time to read them page by page. I try to smell the books, see if any smell left by him (silly, ain't i?). I holding the books try to image that was him.............. i can't wait the next time we meet again, really!!!

I realised love is something u can't smell, can't touch. It is something deep inside the heart.

I wish he can always be happy, i will be always here for him, to add oil for him.