Lots of snowing in the middle of March, unbelievable, is it? 

Only 4hrs sleep everyday for nearlly the whole week, but finally finished the last one case study today, it was ok this time(can't say it was a good one).......... but at least the chacha teacher was not  here to ask some silly question.

Have done lots of things today as well, took 亞旺 to the vet for second inject ( by the way his hair are growing out now.) Brought the wipe blades and fixed them myself, went out for dinner with Grace and Jam. we ordered 'hot pot' ( good for the cold weather, isn't it?), some rice. but, guess what happend?........... the rice cost us 6.20 pound, i can't believe it............ but still have to pay, because we ate it. we all shocked by the way. And make the matter worse, the $%^&* waiter made me pay 80pence tips...........

feel so sleepy now, but i have to keep myself awake becuae he hasn't ring me, yet. Looking forward to hearding his voice and talk  with him.

finished my case study report at 6am this morning, work up at 10, then went to  the group meeting at 11., came back home at 2pm.......... still fighting with the FMI essay. 

 
suddendly feels so lonely when i went to bed this morning,,,,,,,,,, when i felt so tried, i really hope can fall asleep in his arm. In fact, i feel so safe when i  hug him to sleep.

He solved his job problem today which makes me feeling bit better, at leastt i know he is happier than yesterday.  But i think he still feels bad, maybe sad, maybe other thingselse. I hope he can forget what happend in these few days quickly. 

 I received two dog magazines from him today........... very happy , even i don't have time to read them page by page. I try to smell the books, see if any smell left by him (silly, ain't i?). I holding the books try to image that was him.............. i can't wait the next time we meet again, really!!!

I realised love is something u can't smell, can't touch. It is something deep inside the heart.

I wish he can always be happy, i will be always here for him, to add oil for him.

haven't finish the FMI assignment, the case study report need to hand in soon as well.......... risk management even not start yet.............. what should I do????????? God helps me plz..............!!!!!!!!!

 
He is so worry about his job, i worry for him, too. why all the things come into the same time? I don't know how long i can handle all of them........ Im going to crezy.........

The first thing I work up today was to play the song he sent to me. I don't like Japaness song at all, but i still want to heard it. How could someone influence other people's life so much? Is that because of love?

I miss him so much, i think he miss me and needs me, too. We should be together, we both know we can't live in a life without each other. But how long it takes to become ture? Who will take the first step? We both selfish sometimes, we both forced by life, we run out of choice......... I feeling so bad for everything, I want to cry but I don't even have time to cry......... Im telling myself to be strong, but how? what is the motivation? Think about the bright side? Is there a one, anyway???!!!  

just came back from a wedding of my friend's brother's, it was very interesting  .  Took lots of pictures and it was a funny night. But the food were........too simple and all curry:

Starter: curry BBQ chincken, curry fish, seek

Main course: curry chicken, curry mixed veg, curry meatball, lamd curry fire rice and bread

Dessert: sweet curry rice and sweet curry radish

I think I am not going to have any curry dish in a very long time