He and me spereated in two different place. The idea of online diary suddenly came to me, because I want to share everyday of my life with him. (女孩原本是不會哭的天使, 但係她為心愛的男孩哭了, 然后她失去了翅膀,來到人間........)
Im so
fed up sitting on the chair everyday, Im so fed up writting assignment
one after one, after one. My head is going to explode............. I can't think, I
can't write..........I don't know what to do to help myself.
Heard a song last night, very nice, totally reflect my feeing, my heart.........
I
keep having a same dream for these few days. In my dream he is always
preparing to leave. Every time I woke up I feel terriable sad and scray, what I scare about and why? He is already gone.....................!!!!!!!!
Great news from him today, he got a job from AIA as a financial planner.
I feel so happy for him. He asked me why? I can tell the reason
is...... he is taking the first step of our future, our beauty future
.......
It has been a long day today just like the usual Thurseday 9-7, actually it was 7-7.
亞旺has been left at home for a whole day again, I was so worried about him. But thank God this time he is fine.
The corporate finance assigment result got back today, 62 (a 2:1). I suppose to be happy, but Im not. That's not what I
expected, I guess Im really not good at writting. Still got lots of work to do, but time is running
out. I hope he is here to pacify me, I really do.
He rang me today, but I was so triedbecause I was doing my assessment last night until this morning 6am. I couldn't concertrate to heard every wrods he said . I feel guilty, what I want to say to him is:" Im so sorry darling, I promise it won't happend again."
Very shocking news heard from Tv. A young woman hands off the wheel when she was driving in a busy road. Guess why? she was doing her make up
. Unbelieveable, was she? The penalty she has been given were 200pound fine & redeuce 6points.
That's it? Of course, the British government loves money, they r not
going to do any serious action for that just like always.
too cold, too windy, too much rain........ too tried, too much works, too much presure........
I
have been waiting, waiting for his call, waiting to heard his voice
everyday.......... only his voice can claim me dowm. the springflower
in the grander are going to open soon, but the weather still no sight
to warm up
Why the weather is so cold when Im all alone? Why the people around me are so useless when he is not here to help me out? Life is hard, but Im fighting it......... no matter what!
, what I scare about and why? He is already gone.....................!!!!!!!!
.
I feel so happy for him. He asked me why? I can tell the reason
is......
he is taking the first step of our future, our beauty future
.......
. 
because I was doing my assessment last night until this morning 6am. I couldn't concertrate to heard every wrods he said
. Unbelieveable, was she? The penalty she has been given were 200pound fine & redeuce 6points
.
That's it? Of course, the British government loves money, they r not
going to do any serious action for that just like always.
