2008.10.10
Mixed feeling!
好几科都意料之外的低分...
幸運之神何時才眷戀我? 我苦惱...
不像以往的苦惱...我害怕...
以往沒有過的害怕...
因為..我在測大學..我在測前途..我在測將來...
一切..在我手...好累...
it's no use crying over spilt milk!
我知道依家最重要GE..係調節好自己GE心态..
呢點,無人可以幫到我...//
中午番學經過M記ge時候..
大概在想着我的敗科...突然听到一把從上面(建築棚上)傳泥ge人聲.
隨後是几根棚竹墜地ge聲音...
才發覺就在身後几米遠.
才意識到那人聲是上面的建築工人.."睇住a!"
我呆左陣..繼續前行...
回過三次頭..閃過不止三次的"若果"...
那種感覺..是無意中又帶點強烈..
今天的價值觀...瞬間改變了...
大難不死,~~~~............
=============================================================
2008.10.11
第一段ge所有第一科測驗成績巳經出晒...
總平90.7..第六..那是不理想的成績...
電腦,被拋廿分...
听聞那些平分96,97的...
一半都未有,我點可以咁快同自已下定論?
我有的是機會,我有的是自信,我有的是積極!進取!
never breakdown!!!
don't think the past of history anymore~
well-prepare the dream of future~!!
=====================================================
2008.10.15
Although I'm not so willing to keep a diary in Eng for lack of the abilities to express myself perfectly,
I really want to force myself to improve anyway.
I believe it won't be so sooner before I get used to it and do it better and better!
Today I got a chance to chat with Ronald at the corridor.
He said Eric,b on and he wanted to go aboard after graduation.
I began to have a stronge feeling, which I hadn't expected.
The feeling of separate, the feeling of over...
yes..it's time for us to go our separate way.
All of us just too busy to become conscious.
However, we have nothing to do but let the time keeps passing by...
Although I won't travel to Bejing with all of u gays,
I will cherich the experiences of joy and fdship with my new classmates of S3(1).
I always appreciate the atmosphere among the class.^^
In S3(1), I had changed a lot,
I became more ardent, happy and active.
I felt like I were being another person sometimes.
Well, people change all the time, at least I became better~~
We cannot understand the importance of sth until it's gone forever...
=================================================
2008.10.19
Such busy these two days that I hardly find time to write a page...
.................................
..........................
I noticed that Lim no longer treat me like the days before,
as I can c, someone instead me.
I haven't thought anything, I don't want to think anymore too!
This feeling is always such a burden to me.
And I don't think I ever had any special feeling for anyone.
Just a kind of impression..!
Every morning I go to school, going upstairs, I can c lvan standing at the corridor...
It's no longer the feeling before anymore...
As u can c..I really changed...
As I can c..u really changed...became dull and unhappy all the time..
the table have completely turned, haven't they?
I 'm pleased for myself...just like the song Some sd me yesterday---"天亮了",
which sung by S.H.E..
the situation is just like me...emancipated already!!!
Joel(余XX) gave me a lot help for my computer yesterday,
c, I did meet a few fds in the class.
What I shall do is just fouce on my study!
Make an effort with my best try!!
===========================================================
2008.10.21
I can't imagine getting much done today...
I 'm just too exhausted..==+
I got up at 4a.m this morning...for the two tests today, especially for computer.
Fortunately, I did well again.^^.
But I don't know about the other.(Geometry)
However, we will have a several days off to release!! So great!(for the School Games~)
By the way, I took part in 1500 meter long race and relay.
Well~~I just want to try my best in everything~~^^//
Tomorrow is Kent's birthday, at the begining, we decided to have dinner tonight,
it changed to tomorrow night somehow, for me , that's better~//
No matter how hard I try..
I think the results of this year is not fair!//
=========================================================
2008.10.22
What's wrong with me today?
Whatever I do, I feel the lack of energy...What a waste of time !
Although there r a few days off , I can't afford to be lazy!
Come on~~!!!
I 'm going to Kent's birthday celebration for a while ..
but it's too late for me to have dinner =="(9:00p.m)
sometimes I just have no idea with the gays' activities, but just as Martin said so,
"don't think anything more but cherich the time whenever we get together.."
well..when I think of it, his words r really profound..
All I need to force myself to do is working harder and harder this year!
And again, it's no time for me to think , to hate, to lave or to be annoyed!
I should always to be sensitive and optimistic!
That also help with my spiritrol life---everything!
A fd to all is a fd to none..!!??
How come.................
==========================================================
| 
