2008.10.23
We nine went to 德興 to have hot pot yesterday at about 9 p.m.
So late that I didn't even have a bite.
Well~I think the point is just whether someone had come or not.
When it's about time I made a move, Martin would always be the one that take me home.
I appreciate that every time.
Unfortunately, we had to take a taxi 'again'~!
I'd never thought about 'again' ,u know!
Something really profound that Martin said,'It might not be the last time when u think it might be, it might be when u don't think so.'
However, I still don't think it's the last time......
Today! It's such a surprise for me!
Guest what~! I did a good job in 1500 meters race today!!
I got a bronze medal!! HAA
How long haven't I got medals in sport!
How great the feeling is !
I got a medal in the last year~~~HAHA..
"Opportunies will arise when least expected!"
Just a few minutes after the hard racing, I end up noticing Martin...
He missed my running race...what a pity..
Anyway, I know he felt so.
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2008.10.26
I had the breath problem after dinner the before yesterday again as before.
I ended up going to see doctor with my mom and had check my lung through the X-ray.
It showed nothing wrong with the X-ray report and the doctor told me that all I had to do is to control my appetite at every meal...=="? I must have to eat over full before...==||
Well``it's gd to know.. at least I 'm alright...
It's the last day off today..however, the weekends r always used to study,
it's no different whether it's hoilday or not, of cuz except the morning for jogging.
That's all, nothing special recently~~~
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2008.10.27
Haha...Sally has already decided to go to the Beijing trip with us !!
It sounds it'll be a perfect trip without any dissatifation~~^^
However, she'll be back to Macao earlier than us two days for the competition of computer.
As I get along with my classmates better and better, I'm really expecting the trip which is two weeks later!
As time went by, I become more and more sensible~~~~~
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2008.10.29
It's Ronald's Birthday today~~
I simply sent him a msg and had lunch with them~~
Yesterday, xx彬 asked me to have lunch with him and Lesilse.
I didn't think it would make sense if I promised, so I refused eventually.
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2008.11.1
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Well~so far I could say my school results r ok,
and my school life is a bit changed because of a few guys in my class.
They r very nice, yes...they treat me very nice.
Of cuz I feel nice.. and know how to handle it.
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One week left! I'm glad I'm happy now.
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2008.11.3
Ah...I can't pardon myself!!!
It's not the first time I forgot the birthday of my Dad!
He phoned me just now and we were in an embarrassing atmosphere as I felt sorry, guilty and sad about that...
I just wonder...what's the thing behind my forgetfulness?
I forgot the day and it's not the first time..!!!
I forgot the love among us long time ago......
As time went by, the love between the relationship of my Dad and me is becoming a burden to me,
I dunno y...and I always feel sad and fear for my unconcern of the relationship...
I've always lost the feeling as before, I know that it never come back my life...
We can't control and it seems it was mean to be...
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2008.11.4
Regret!! I hate ! I hate u ! I hate myself!!!
I fell my Physics exam today!
Who can I blame on?
I had no time to study well yesterday for I had to have dinner with my Dad!
I wanted to say no but...I just couldn't do that..
Ah...
Everytime I enter my 'home', I feel uncomfortable and have no sense that it's my home!
What in my 'home' r mah-jong tables and the pp r gambling all the time!
Is it a common family home?
I hate the feeling I hate the pp I hate my Dad I didn't even say a word during dinner...I hate myself...
Why didn't I refuse?
Why had I come?
I should just blame all the results on myself...
It's all my fault...I will never..never choose to understand anyone but myself....
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2008.11.6
一切都巳穩定下來..對周圍ge感覺..
都穩定了下來...穩定了就好..定了就好..
考多兩日試就放假去旅行lu~~
可惜唔可以同佢地班野去~-.-~
不過我總覺得.世事永遠隱藏緣份.
安排了什么就不要勉強改變.
我可能會失去什么..又或會得到什么..
但其實一切都操控在我想像中.不是嗎?
枝听日就18 lu..不過我諗佢巳經有佢想要ge節目lu..
再三五年知己..我再也不敢說了解...
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2008.11.7
Happy birthday to Trudy~
I've already given the present away.
She sent me a mail from which I know that she appreciate my gift very much.
Of cuz I feel great too.
Just now after the eng exam we gathered together in the class S2(8), in which Trudy took the exam.
Not so many pp as I thought, just seven actually.
We had a small party and nothing special..
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尋日因為大甘之前講eg一句話,"睇住細路"
極其少有咁add華仔講左兩句..
先知佢留左2年級我都唔知..
睇佢頭像張相..先知佢巳經唔係我想像中單純稚氣ge細路..
佢問我有無拍拖..又話咩9月會有條女..
唉..我除左迎逢兩句佢ge話題仲可以點?
唔通係呢個几分中訓話?
我突然想起以前我們的童年...
才意識到除了淚水..
其實還有笑聲...還有很多兒歌..我們唱的歌...
還好..我記憶殘存..
還存...
不存了...
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