最近真係日日都失眠啊,都唔知點算啦,日日都4點幾5點先訓落床,我都己經好早試下訓咖啦,可惜都係無用,朝早早d醒,夜晚一樣係要果個鐘數先訓到,真係好慘啊.再係甘盲真係日日都唔使訓啦.
              呢斷時間心情真係差d,可能同無野做有關啦,日日都係屋企,好彩有時以前咖師傅得閑毫打俾我叫我出來吃野咋,佢都幫我穩緊工啊,好可惜而家真係好難穩啊.仲有就係前幾日聽到個好消息啊,有個識左好耐咖同學同我講,佢咖願望好快就實現啦,不過呢d都係靠佢自己咖努力得來嘎.岩岩識佢果陣佢已經同我講話想做果樣野咖啦,而家雖然仲未算做到,不過已經十拿九穩啦,都算成功咖啦,哈哈.不過佢又問我話"記得之前你講過話有想做咖野"我只可以答佢話唔記得啦,其實而家最緊要就係穩到野做先,如果唔係就咩都唔使講啦.呢幾日幾個以前咖同學上網同我吹下水,日子都好過少少,雖然只係好簡單甘問下近況同我講聲加油,不過我已經覺得好開心啦.真係thx甘多位啊.
               仲有就係令到一個人唔開人啦,真係好對唔住啊,我都明白每個人都有自己咖想法,唔一定我覺得唔岩咖野就唔岩,我覺得岩咖野都唔一定係岩,或者真係應該放開d個心,各自遵循自己咖想法去做係最好啦.有時d野真係唔應該太執著.

            又過左幾日啦,而家都係未穩到野做啊,真係好悶啊,日日都係屋企無所事事甘,搞到有d灰灰地添,仲有d驚,不過呢d都係自己問題,<<你灰甘都唔代表人地一定會好好心情甘去安慰你>>聽到呢句野我都唔知有d咩感覺好,不過又係事實,自己咖問題都係自己去解決咖啦,唔通你有問題咖時候一定會有一個人24hr隨時候命同你解決咩.
           最近明白到所有野都唔係公平咖,付出唔一定會得到,努力過唔一定會成功 ....... 雖然係甘,不過人依然要去做呢d甘唔公平咖野,因為如果唔做咖話,就會連呢少少咖可能都無,連呢個接近得到公平咖機會都會無埋.
           而家可以做咖就係穩工,好想快d穩到野做,打電話,上網...........盡力啦.淨低咖我都無計啦,哈哈

                            goodmoring,係咪應該甘講呢?本來已經訓左落床啦,不過訓左係度2個鐘都係訓唔著,我都唔知點解會甘,好似好多野諗甘,不過又唔知自己係度諗緊咩,只係覺得好亂,真係好亂,對以後都好似無曬信心甘,有人同我講過,做人就要胸襟廣闊d,做男人就更加要,甘樣做人先會開心d,可能我做唔到啦.都有人話,你疑心太重啦,甘做人唔會開心咖,可能我都無做到啦.有時我自己都覺得幾好笑咖,點解自己好似連自己想點,自己諗咩都唔知甘.一唔開心就係度亂講野甘,都唔知點解會甘,可能呢d就係我咖性格呱.
                 算啦,反正都訓唔著啦,甘今晚就睇下波囉^^