今日返到去考中文文化題同埋listening~~

唉~~文化有一題唔知點答好~~

listening都ok~~

之後等埋徒弟仔去左「牡丹樓」食野~~

之後又走返學校~~考英文oral~~

唉...唉...唉...

Orz...Orz...Orz...

講左一句野就成分幾鐘無講過野~~

當時個腦真係完全空白~~

淨係識得掐住張紙~~

唉...唉...唉...

Orz...Orz...Orz...

一考完即刻走人~~

返屋企~~練左一陣結他舒緩下d情緒~~

之後成4點幾先出門口落淘大~~

5點鐘落到去淘大間「牡丹樓」~~

俾左兩本野奀妹~~

之後5點45左右阿媽無啦啦打黎~~

講左一個bad...bad...bad new我聽~~

就係阿公死左~~/.\ /.\ /.\

咁就嗱嗱聲走去醫院啦~~

去到搭緊lift先開始有d情緒~~

入到去就更加忍唔住~~

喺醫院留到8點幾~~之後先去食飯~~

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到底人死左會去邊度既呢???

係咪真係落地府同已故既人聚首一堂既呢???

定係人死左一切就會化為烏有~~乜都無得淨呢???

我真係好想知~~

今日就要返學~~

個人就真係完全未ready好~~

尋晚2點鐘先訓得著~~

無法啦~~放假果陣都係2點鐘訓~~

仲要係最早2點~~

今朝6點45聽到鬧鐘就彈起身~~

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好鍾意冬天~~可以著多d衫都唔出汗~~

又容易襯衫~~又旺我~~

不過唯一唔鍾意既就係岩岩訓醒果陣會好易起唔到身~~

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之後食完野就出門口~~

行返去~~終於有一日可以行返去唔出汗~~

今朝早有兩樣重要既野做~~

第一就係升旗~~第二就係要訪問姚議員~~

升旗~~唉~~都係咁啦~~

都係差少少~~始終未夠好~~

訪問~~唉~~唉~~仲衰d~~

諗左N咁多條問題都無問到~~

因為好似同佢地講緊既野無乜關係~~

上堂~~唉~~唉~~唉~~唔好提~~

不過都過得好快~~

放學~~終於都可以送到俾佢啦~~

不過愈諗愈覺得我真係好無誠意~~

Orz...Orz...Orz...

之後喺cecilia度hea左陣~~

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如果世界上真係有長生不老藥~~

我一定會食~~

我要有永恆既生命~~

我要睇盡世界上萬事萬物~~

我要永遠都俾到身邊既人幸福同埋支持~~

而家係2008年1月1號凌晨2點11分~~

Happy New Year~~祝大家有個開開心心既2008年~~

早兩日部電腦終於整返好~~

終於有得上網~~

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28號小學聚會好好玩~~

好開心~~

令我諗返起小學果d開心既野~~

但係隨之而黎亦都有更加多唔開心既野~~

講真~~我小學既生活真係唔開心多過開心~~

不過都有好多野值得我去留戀~~

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31號晚同馬仔出左TST行~~

本來都打算睇下煙花~~

不過最後塞死左~~淨係睇到少少~~

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唉~~最後都係要返學先俾到份野佢~~

唔知咁樣佢會唔會覺得我無誠意呢???

唔理啦~~都無辦法啦~~

我只可以盡我最大既能力去得到佢既原諒~~

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近排好多野俾我去思考~~

諗返起我之前講過既「直線定理」~~

愈黎愈覺得係岩既~~

從來都未有過一個人係一直同我以同一路線前往終點~~

諗下諗下~~突然間好想得到永恆既生命~~

咁樣我就可以真真正正咁成為全世界唯一既直線~~

咁樣我就可以睇盡世間上既種種令人百感交集既感情~~

咁樣我就可以睇盡世界上所有美好既事物~~

咁樣...咁樣...咁樣...

咁又點樣呀???

有可能咩???

This is impossible!!!

This is impossible!!!

This is impossible!!!

This is impossible!!!

This is impossible!!!

This is impossible!!!

This is impossible!!!

屋企部腦仲未整返好...&

星星數目仲未達標...&

裝星星既樽唔夠大...&

買一塊牌仔鬼死咁貴...&

日子實在過得太快......

唉...唉...唉...

就係咁多野煩~~

我直頭覺得我正正身處於到現時為止最難過既時候~~

有少少眾叛親離既感覺~~

最撐我既都係徒弟仔~~

yen子都好撐我~~提供左好多意見俾我~~

尋晚又send左一個sms~~

都係石沉大海~~

我都知係因為而家既我仲未合格~~

雖然好多人都話我改左好多~~

但係我都係覺得仲未夠~~

我未夠好...我未夠好...我未夠好...

但係...落力為你好~~都始終好似得唔到分數~~

可能而家時辰未到掛~~

就算係受罪都好~~

我都無緊要~~最緊要係脫離呢個被自己最在乎既人憎恨既苦海~~

呢幾日都好辛勤咁做緊一樣野~~

真係好似從來未試過諗到就做~~

仲要持之以恆~~

做d咩???

就係摺星星~~

摺星唔洗問就梗係送俾人啦~~

邊個???

唔講係邊個住~~XDDDD...XDDDD..XDDDD...