今日7點鐘起身~~

7點45返到去~~

今日好多野都好順利~~

係升旗隊出左一d問題~~

不過我都要負好大責任既~~

我地舊年無做好d教育新人既工作~~

搞到d人既表現完全唔掂~~

唔得~~我一定重振Scout同埋升旗隊先得~~

今日上堂簡直開心到爆~~

Econ test都係咁啦~~

都係唔知pass唔pass~~

因為都唔知自己寫果d野有無分~~

希望Miss手下留情啦~~

放左學~~練升旗隊~~

我真係要將我自己所學教哂佢地先得~~

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無論你點對我~~

我都會盡力改善自己~~

就算到最後你都係唔睬我~~

都唔緊要~~

最起碼你令到我改變我自己~~

你到底係第幾個令我改變自己既人呢???

第一???第二???第三???第四???第五???

我都數唔到~~令到我改變既人真係好多~~

而當中最就我既人就有好多~~

就好似你咁~~

仲有我既一班好兄弟kind邦、肥健、邦神、Lo嘉~~

你地真係好就我~~

或者就係沉溺喺你地既遷就當中~~

就令我慢慢覺得一切得黎都係必然~~

令到我唔珍惜我既所有~~

令到我d脾氣更加令人討厭~~

Orz...Orz...Orz...

XDDDD~~XDDDD~~XDDDD~~

尋日去左interview~~

10點鐘先出門口~~

去到10點40~~

行上去~~上到去~~

等...等...等...

等既期間~~見到有個人著哂成套西裝黎~~

真係覺得佢有少少誇張~~

搞到我差d以為自己去左見工~~

in果陣~~真係玩discussion~~

30mins~~之後5mins-7mins report~~

開頭諗唔到講咩~~諗到既都做人講哂~~

所以無出聲~~Orz...Orz...Orz...

係後尾先講左超多野~~

因為d人撬我把口~~

一撬我就超多野諗到、講埋出黎~~

真係佢地唔撬我都諗唔到咁多野~~

不過睇怕我都係pass唔到嫁啦~~

算啦~~反正都唔洗錢既~~

之後就返左KT~~食lunch~~

見到思明~~傾左幾句~~

真係有d心淡~~(唔係同佢~~)

之後又走左去碼頭坐~~

呢個碼頭真係俾左我好多回憶~~

好多...好多...真係好多...

亦都好難忘~~

坐左一陣就過左Lam Tin同徒弟仔打機~~

我打PSP~~佢打NDS~~

打左4個鐘~~一齊行過去油塘~~

表弟皓文生日~~點都要去一下既~~

喺佢果度打wii~~

(雖然屋企都有~~不過得自己一個打~~

真係有d悶~~)

又喺佢果度食左d cake~~

但係返到屋企又黎多餐打邊鑪~~

食到我傻~~

今日全日無出街~~

幾乎未離開過張櫈添~~

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我未夠好~~我都知~~

我唯有盡力改善~~

我唔mind得到d咩~~

我只係想身邊所有人都開心~~

唔會因為我呢d死人脾氣而煩親~~

咁樣我已經滿足~~

就算身邊既人仍然係討厭我既~~

唔緊要~~咁樣代表我仲未夠好~~

我會將對因為討厭既表現而令我有少少

unhappy既心情轉化做動能~~

去推動我改善自己既脾氣~~

so~~in the other hand~~

「you are the power of my life~~

  you give me so much more than light~~」

今日仍然係咁~~

對現實仍然都係咁無奈~~

無法啦~~一個平庸既人~~

或者真係只可以得到咁既對待~~

作為一個煩人~~

得到一、兩句回應已經開心到爆~~

想成為眾人焦點~~

想成為眾人既吉星~~

唔再為人帶黎災禍~~

............

不過統統都只不過係夢想~~

貪狼入命~~福禍難測~~

Orz...Orz...Orz...

今朝又係早返~~當值~~

個個都仍然對於我咁早返到好驚訝~~

哈哈哈~~我唔會俾人睇死既~~

我要做既一定做得到~~

問題係有時我唔記得左做既姐~~

之後一直當值~~好順暢~~

當完值~~上到去~~

俾左支鹹柑桔阿yen~~

阿yen快d好返啦~~

你唔好返~~大家都好似唔係好開心咁~~

講開病呢~~呢排天氣真係幾凍下~~

大家真係去街、返學都係著多件衫好呀~~

唔好死頂呀~~咪下下以為自己好strong~~

放左學~~hea左陣~~等賴sir拎12月7號份野~~

等既過程同趙太傾左一陣~~

睇黎我真係好需要可以真心講說話既朋友~~

唔知趙太算唔算呢???

傾完搵阿sir拎份野果陣就黎左一個bad news~~

就係原因12月7號就係影相既大日子~~

但係果日去左灣仔~~

無得影~~講真真係有少少unhappy~~

因為好難得可以成班人影相~~

scout、prefect、班、國情、升旗隊、

中史學會、地理學會~~

成7張相~~真係好難得~~

不過無法啦~~反正都肯定左7號去啦~~

無得改變既事實就唯有接受啦~~

影相果日無左我~~

唔知對大家黎講究竟係好定係壞呢???

相信都係覺得好左~~

都係果d原因~~少左一個麻煩友~~

地球行得快左~~環境優美左~~

清淨左......

徒弟仔生日大大大快樂~~

今日係徒弟仔生日既大日子~~

所以lunch又同佢走左出去食野~~

見係佢生日~~做師父既點都要有少少表示既~~

食飯既錢我俾哂~~

之後同佢好似上中史堂咁~~

係咁教佢中史~~超好笑~~

到底我幾時先可以建立返一個好d形象呢???

而家d人仍然將以前我果個燥狂既形象~~

套喺而家既我身上~~

真係令到我有少少unhappy囉~~

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