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I am a loser!!!!
no one care if i'm sad or not.
you said that i might waste three years if i chose to go on and i might no be happy.
may be you are right.
may be i will choose to stay.
but if i choose to stay,will i waste one year more?
i don't know if i choose to stay,what will happen on me.
how can i tell my parents?
if i really tell them,they must be messy and disapported as i konw.
the relationship between us is not so good,i don't want to be worsen.

who can help me?
i will be crazy if i still facing that question.

i made that question,
if i worked  harder on the first exam and the UT,
may be i will not face that question now.
may be i am too confident to myself,i think i can handle everything.
But i am wrong,
i am nothing,no one need me and i just a Problem maker.
why i am here now?
what role i  suppose to play?