講咗大半日嘢，口又干，喉嚨又痛 ... 好辛苦... 最慘係眼瞓 ...

From time to time we may be addicted to something.  Someone is addicted to office politics, some others are addicted to religious belief.  My most recent addiction is taking care of my papa.

Because of the heart problem of papa, I finally (thanks god it's FINALLY) realize that someone I love may leave me all in a sudden. I'm not a doctor so I cannot treat him.  What I can do is to do my best to take care of him.  It's troublesome and it's tiring, but the return is enormous.  The satisfaction is nothing you can measure.  I'm fond of it.

I hope people around have this addiction of love & care to their family, especially parents.  After all, we share the same blood~

May GOD bless our parents ... amen ...

I really don't like her.  But I do have to admit that her songs, to a very big extent, are very good for karaoke or worth listening.  This is one I like lately:

歌手：容祖兒 | 作曲：翁瑋盈 填詞：郭薾多 | 編曲：舒文@Zoo Music 誰敢講　幾多位觀眾有幸在現場觀摩 這即興對峙默劇劇場誰看過 每個段落吞聲兼忍氣地懷恨對方 悶了別再拖 無須講　自問表演比差利的戲靜得多 銷聲匿跡各有各活在城市裡更快樂 明明就結束　卻未閉幕 恨就恨在太堅持　忍得到都忍不過 到約會場合裡　怨也沒怨一句 冷清得可以　都敷衍了事 ＊投足舉手太多　神經開始痛楚 　當我不夠你善忘 　死撐下去　太造作　為了甚麼 　不說話也　會換來　浮躁大動作更多 　離開講得太多　情感一早洩光 　默劇到尾聲　不要你認錯 　你我　(快要)　分手吧 　這對白　默契好到不用講 　(可以這樣　沉默作結束　都不錯)＊ 從天黑　開始彼此冷眼沒話題捱天光 好彩有套默劇經典突然播放 冷看著螢幕發光　像聽候法落 REPEAT＊＊ 從天黑　開始彼此冷眼沒話題捱天光 彷彿正有兩套默劇同時播放 偏偏這套極難看

There are songs that I like recently.  Can't post the songs here so share the words with you:

Self-empowerment:  http://www.lyricsdomain.com/7/gloria_gaynor/i_will_survive.html

Some kind of pain in heart : http://www.lyricsdomain.com/23/wham/careless_whisper.html

About regret:  http://www.utamap.com/showkasi.php?surl=38159&title=%A5%B7%A5%F3%A5%B0%A5%EB%A5%D9%A5%C3%A5%C9&artist=%A5%B7%A5%E3%CD%F0Q&ss=%A4%C4%A4%F3%A4%AF&sk=%A4%CF%A4%BF%A4%B1

Also about regret:  http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/25-Minutes-lyrics-Michael-Learns-To-Rock/84D4B06427E1F9FA48256BBF002886A8

Songs that I like: 

http://www.lyricsdomain.com/3/cindy_lauper/time_after_time.html

http://www.lyricsdomain.com/2/beatles/yesterday.html

There has been a lot of video clippings about brokeback this and brokeback that after the movie is released (not to mentioned after it won a lot of awards about motion pictures).  Thanks Vicky for sending me all these which are all pretty funny ... Enjoy~

http://youtube.com/watch?v=d2z7wZtSWro

http://youtube.com/watch?v=UKeDWCLajQk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omB18oRsBYg&search=Star%20Wars%3A%20The%20Empire%20Brokeback

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wcK8GhPh-I&search=Brokeback%20Mountain%20-%20Christian%20Edition

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8oZ-pj9-izM&search=brokebat

老豆回家了~!

好嘢~!

Yesterday was a big day for "Chinese Movie (華人電影 - 因為是由華人拍的?)" as the "greatest" Chinese director Lee Ang has won the Best Director in Oscar.  It's a day worth remembering and celebration - we Chinese finally stand up in the western culture~

Everybody talks about the movie but none of them talk about the love brought out by the movie.  People focusing on this is a GAY movie - how the handsome guys kisses and making love in the movie, and how every year they 偷情 in the Brokeback Mountain ... all those are supporting information.  I wonder if people remember there is an old HK movie 年年有今日 by 袁詠儀 & 梁家輝 that every year this couple also 偷情 in 長洲?  People accept this movie because this is heterosexual so it is normal.  Ha~

What I want to say is "people have to see things in a deeper perspective" (I learnt it from my friend ...) so it's about love, but just happen the 2 people are male.  Try to put yourself in their shoes, and you will feel the 無奈 ...

It has always been my question:  How come the director of the Best Picture Award cannot win the Best Director award, and the Best Director's movie cannot win the Best Picture Award???  Mystery of the century ... or a never resolved mystery ...

Now watching the re-run of the ceremony.  As always, the best animation was presented by an animation character.  This year it's Chichken Little.  His companion that I forgot her name brought out an issue - almost all animation characters have pants.  How come ducks don't?  Worth thinking ...

It's not difficult to make a Tiramisu cake as no baking is required.  What I need is a electric mixer and that's it.  it's just ... easy.

Now you see there are a lot of successful young people - because they have the prerequisites:  a family with good "environment".  Sigh ... because I don't have it so it's my destiny that I won't be successful.

Sigh ... Carpenters again ... "Rainy & Mondays always get me down" ...

Bonding is something very strange, and precious while weak.  You may have some kind of special bonding with some people, not because you are family, you love him / her, but simply you get along well easily.  This kind of bonding is fragile as this can be broken with hurting words and acts.  Once the bonding is established, if you can take good care of it, it lasts forever.

I experience all these recently, just within this week.  The bonding with some people is damaged or even starting to crack / collapsed, while some is strengthened.  But most important, I realize the bondings of brotherhood is strong as gold.  While I face difficulty, my brothers give me full support.  A simply punch on my shoulder give me full strength.

There may be a lot of people around you everyday - your family, your friends, your colleagues ... everyone you know.  Try to find out with whom you have this kind of bonding - it is precious so do protect it well.