好像近日不停的在日記中提及自己微不足道的感情事。是的~!這正因為這樣，心頭突然一輕，好像真的把它放下了一樣，好輕鬆 ...

不知道身邊的人的感情世界是怎樣，但我想只要自己開心，而又不影響別人，就放心去愛吧！明戀、暗戀、同性戀、異性戀，對象是朋友、同事、同學、家人，任何形式，任何人物，只要對得起天地良心、沒有傷害他人，愛吧！

我是個不愛回頭望的人，所以我會放下這段「沒結果的感情」，只因任何投資都要有回報，否則，我就愛自己吧~!噢~!我還有我的家人親友可以愛，把愛投資在他們身上，一定有回報。所以世人，請用心、盡心的愛你身邊的人吧~!要知道他們一旦離開了，就有可能永遠都不會再回來。

珍惜眼前人吧~!

2005年是一個懷舊年。相繼有Sam Hui、徐小鳳、太極、草蜢等個人或團體的演唱會。電影方面又有翻拍潮，有King Kong、Charlie & The Chocolate Factory、Batman、Spider Man等。電視又重播衛斯理，就連大時大節重播的電影都是老掉牙的Sound of Music及The Wizard of Oz (不過真的很好看)。

今早看報紙時，知道商台的音樂頒獎禮也是舊人的天下，難道真是新不如舊？唉！話雖如此，但如果這是一份退色的感情(退色了就當然是舊的啦)，小女子就此謝過，不要也罷。

2005年只剩下50分鐘。

我對2005年真的愛恨交雜。我pick up一些我一直想擁有的事業，希望在來件可以做得更好。

我亦放下一些我一直不肯放下的感情事。有學星相的說我只要肯放下舊的，新的就會來。但願如此吧！

願2006年比2005年更好。祝各位身體健康、萬事如意、步步高升，恭喜恭喜~!

范曉萱 > 雪人

＊好冷　雪已經積的那麼深
　Merry X'mas to You　我深愛的人　
　好冷　整個冬天在你家門
　Are you my snow man
　我痴痴　痴痴的等＊

＃雪　一片一片一片一片
　拼出你我的緣份
　我的愛因你而生
　你的手摸出我的心疼

　雪　一片一片一片一片
　在天空靜靜繽紛
　眼看春天就要來了
　而我也將　也將不再生存＃

Another day of eating.  Not as crazy as yesterday, I only had Malay fried Kwey Teow for lunch, then congee hot pot for dinner.  Food are ordinary but sooooo tasty.  And I have bought some muffin from the cake shop.  I just noticed that many of the cake shops offer 50% discount and now ... I'm having an apricot crumble ... RM2 only ... (about HK$4)

The training is almost done - so happy.  The boys & girls here are so nice.  Tomorrow will be a photo day and I'll try to go shopping after work.

I think other than Taipei, KL will be my next favorite - just for food.  Remember last time I complained that KL is really a boring city?  This time with California Fitness that I can work out, then I have reason to eat.  Everything here is sooooo delicious.  I have to detail my eating journal here ...

Training Day 1 - Lunch with fried prawn noodle

Very local Chinese food but exceptionally tasty.  Also the fried pig intestine, deep fried port (something like sweet & soup port) and the fried vegie.  Although everything is fried, so delicious.  The most important thing is very cheap (of course, I don't have to pay la).  Then dinner ... sorry cup noodle wor ... I miss cup noodle whenever I leave HK so this is what every time I have during my trip ...

Training Day 2 - Fabulous Eating Day

Lunch in Madam Kwan for Curry Laksa, tea time with Malay Chinese grilled bun, shake before work out and then Hainanese Chicken Rice Room Service ... a very nice day full of eating ...

Training Day 3 Preview - The DS guys will take me to congee hot pot ... wa ha ha ... What a lovely world ...

The flight was good, the meal in flight was good.  Oh!  Cathay has been so considerate to include a piece of nicely packed cookie as a present.  So warm to the customers ...

Then the arrived KL, taxi to the city, checked in hotel.  Ah ... very hot.  The ground temperature on my arrival was 30 degrees!  30 - almost double the one of HK ... I almost died ...

Then as I also did in my business trips - went to supermarket for drinks & food immediately.  I help the company to save money ja - otherwise I may need to consume the mini bar that will be more expensive la ...

Discovered California Malaysia - wanna work out but really too hot to go out.  I only worked out in hotel.  Wow!  What a surprise.  The gym is quite nice with jaccuzzi!  After that what happened?  Work in hotel room again lor ... Sigh ... Working Boxing Day la ...

This has been quite a busy X'mas holiday.  My only "entertainment" was to have "X'mas Eve breakfast" with Gwen, then went home and continue with my preparation for the KL trip.

Then X'mas day when everybody was still in bed, I was out to gym.  After gym, again went home to continue my preparation ... What made my holiday miserable was I WENT BACK TO OFFICE TO PICK UP TRAINING MATERIALS FOR KL ... Sigh ...

So it has been a busy and dull holiday.  Worst of all, I had to wake up early on Monday morning to catch the early flight to KL ... poor poor Michelle ...

又一年了。是時候為自己在2005年做一個總結了。

2005年沒有一個好的開始，因為我在2004年尾時說過要在農曆年後離開公司。所以在1月到澳門做會時，是以「臨別秋波」的心態，一心要做到最好，要後來者無從比擬，所謂「前有古人，後無來者」是也。

過完農曆年，正當開始尋找新工作的時候，老闆問我是否願意過檔另一個部門。OK~!做生不如做熟，就試試吧。還好，一切中規中矩。3月開始上任，開始忙碌而有趣的工作。由於每天都與其他人的「故事」作戰，我的工作就正如在看小說一樣，完了就讓我來做裁判。令人很有快感的工作。

另一項收獲，是travel。4月去LA，5月去馬尼拉，8月去印度，9月去雅加達，11月去上海，12月，即下星期，就去吉隆坡。不錯的經驗 ...

「學業」上，3月完成Post Grad Dip，9月成為碩士生，為期兩星期 ... 受不了，師資令人洩氣，不讀也罷。

Then，11月，第一次為自己悶炳的人生找一些「樂子」- 就是為一本同志雜誌當翻譯義工。

今晚很疲倦，明日繼續。