旁觀者清,當局者迷!
呢句野聽就聽得多,不過到自己處於呢個時刻,
無人提醒自己,確實會愈行愈入,
最後傷得最深果個似終係自己,或者可以話自己羅黎衰!
當周圍都好靜既時候,我好鍾意去臨野,
原來自己已經行左入個坑到,
以為可以完全放低,不過我真係做ng到!
愈迫自己,就愈辛苦,愈難去忘記!
我呢刻真真正正分得開究竟係鍾意定係愛,
要我響電話到講,我知自己一定做ng到,
唯有用文字去表達!
同你既距離愈近,就愈怕失去你!
我知你只係當我係fd,一個咩都可以講一餐、玩既fd,
表面上我都係,不過真正係點,相信無人會知!
有時候,好想自己係一個冷血既人,
無感情、無笑容、比人玩,以前既我就係咁!
人大左,好多野都想得到,好多野會改變!
我變左啦!但係結果又點?
我知自己事,無可能會有人理我!
努力去改變,但沒有得到認同!
有時候想見到你,我寧願放下手頭上的工作,
我知道我一定會完成唔到,
人就係咁,明知無結果,仍然會等落去!
好想好想同你講好多好多野,
但係每次見到你,都會講ng出口!
有d野ng想講得太出,我好想剩係當你係好朋友!
but i can't!It is a hard thing for me.
Very hard...Very hard.........
I need to forget all the feeling about u.
Everyone told me that just let it be, but I can't ..............
There is one thing I can do only. That is give support to u everytime.
I hv no capacity to care about u because I am not the person who is in yr heart!
I just want to see yr hapi face and hear yr funny voice again! |