尋晚...我同David行完工展會,係北角食飯,之後佢幫個客車番d貨去九龍城,車完之後都仲係9點幾,跟住佢問我有無去過飛鵝山,我話無...佢問想唔想去,同問我知唔知個度係咩地方...我話知道...個度係"性地"....但我真係好好奇想睇下個度係點樣...所以我唔理3 7 21 就叫佢車我上去...佢話個度好危險,無街燈,又高,只係得一條路......我都唔理...因為我個心已經飛左上去了.....我信得過佢...
佢一路揸車....行緊個時都仲有街燈既...之後真係一轉左入山路個時...黑曬..好似入左森林坐緊株羅記架吉普車咁...嘩~~探險呀!!!!David話,,,"拿!!你一陣如果見到個d野,你唔好叫呀...我好驚架!!"佢又揸得快,d路又係咁轉離轉去,又好似頭文字咁....攪到我頭都暈埋....個度真係好黑,根本睇唔到之後有咩路,轉離轉去都幾耐下...終於到了.........
嘩~~~個境真係好靚,好多車,有10幾部...真係好凍...超級凍...我落車個口震到合唔埋.....超級大風...又係好黑,睇唔到路....
我望上天空...有好多星星...原來香港個夜境真係好靚架....係山上面,一望無際,但可惜,我有近視,睇得唔清楚.....睇左10幾分鐘,David話走了....但...我唔想走住..因為個境真係太吸引,而且.....我上到去,可能大風得制....個腦根本入唔到個一刻既境像入去....我想望耐d...因為我知道...我唔會再有機會上離了.....家俊一定唔會陪我上離....因為佢會覺得無聊
之後...凍完......David就車番我番屋企了.....
其實.....唔知點解...尋晚好似我一個人自己上去飛鵝山咁...個種感覺怪怪的...覺得...唔開心,個腦一片空白......可能陪我上去個個根本唔係我心入面個個...
我有3日都無嘜同家俊好好咁傾過電話了....因為星期6我番左大陸,已經無同佢講過電話,星期日番離佢又去左開工....到尋日...佢又係開工...夜晚佢自己去左玩,玩到今朝....仲飲醉酒...我真係好唔開心....點解佢唔會陪我....佢寧願同佢班fd一齊都唔想陪我....成日都對我似理不理咁....我係佢心目中根本一d都唔重要,佢做咩都係大過天,陪邊個都永遠第1....但一提到陪我....唉~~~仲慘過要佢死...此終...我仲係放唔低呢樣...我真係唔想禁計較...但...我覺得自己心理又有少少問題,就快要爆了....唔傾唔傾...原來真係開始會有隔膜,大家既感情開始變淡.....
岩岩我係醫院番離,佢先訓醒打番比我....又係講唔夠1分鐘又話收線...日日都係咁...真係好無引....佢話...我變左...d語氣好似怪怪地咁...好似好生梳....我話...我無唔同...我地3日都無嘜傾過電話,你緊係覺得我有問題啦!!
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我點補救都救唔到.....只係永遠得我改.....單一個人既負出...真係好辛苦...我做禁多野,全部都第一個諗你先...而你呢???有無試過呀???
仲有一個月,就係我地拍拖一週年紀念了...同你經歷左禁多事先可以起埋一齊,呢段感情唔容易得到的....但願能夠長長久久...我好想好開心咁同你過呀!!可以嗎?
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,我唔記得叫走腩汁....變左間接食左牛肉落肚...依家好似發緊咁痛...
好驚因為咁樣就大獲喇!!!我今朝就咁行落商場一陣,依家就覺得好緊屈唔到腳了.....平時行好多同無食發既野都無事,都仲屈到腳既!!!但依家.....唉~~
好得意好靚架~~仲得番一套咋,本來我想等家俊離到先幫我換床單..但我已經急不及待自己換左先喇!!
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