i think that the teachers at school are still in the post holiday mood so that they are not giving us as much hw as before

however, i have very thankful for that because they made this week to be my most relaxing nad easy week since school started

things are beginning to change around me, including the scenes and peope

now, i feel like friends are no longer the same because everyone is just not in the mood of talking of what so ever

in school, they are all depressed because they don't understand what we are learning right now

therefore, the mood is always dead and tiring

can school be more depressing than this when everyone is sleeping at 2 or 3 everyday??

i am so glad that i am not one of them

thanks so mcuh for making me to be different

never lose hope in life

since the thanksgiving break started, i did not have rest at all until today

everyday before today, i was rushing through things and forcing myself to concentrate because of the lack of time

therefore, i soon became exhausted and hopeless because of the never ending amount of work

however, after a period of hard-work, you will always cherish the eaiser but might still have hard time in life

in comparison, the contemporary time would be a lot more pleasant and joyful

today, i have time  to catch up with work and study

i am so happy that i can finish things so so so early on tuesday when i would normally have to finish them by friday

things are going on pretty well so far

i hope that i can maintain the luck and success

strive!!

finally, i am done with 50000 words

i never feel so released and as exhausted as i am right now

next year, i might do it again but i am not going to cramp 10000 words in a day

i am so tired right now and i have so much homework to do for every class

i can't stand the sleepiness anymore but i have to...

still... finishing it makes my life a lot easier

no more novels for one year!!!

it is now time to study driver's aid

this five days holiday is my worst in my whole life

no, i should say that it si the most remarkable and tiring holiday ever

you might have assumed thta in five days, i could at least find one day to relax

however, i actually find not even one second to relax

every minute, i am working very hard to type the 50000 words novel and it's due tomorrow

right now, i barely have 37,287 and i have a lot more to go

may God bless me to finish typing the novel on time without killing myself

continuously for two days, i have been skipping meals nad starving myself but i did not find the unusual

on the other hand, i think that i grew up from typing the 50000 words

during this project, i gave up all my playtime and spent them all on typing

i not even improved in writing skills and the speed, i also began to understand the world and my faith

i realized that my happiness and my childhood had said good-bye to me forever

on August 26, 2009, my childish thoughts and my normal schedule left me forever

i realized that true happiness will never come back until after i graduate from high school and get into UCLA or Harvard

that's when i regain my happiness in travel

please allow me to pass the upcoming two years and a half with luck and success

i don't mind working hard as long as i can have what i desired back

please... i need to be succesful and i need to win

OMG!!!! how can i mess up my life so badly today??

i spent forever doing the poster yesterday for ap euro and i actually forgot to bring it to school

when i used my most sincere manner to beg the teacher to accept my work after school, he just said that, "it is what it is. i am sorry"

it meant nothign to me when u say sorry

i don't care what the heck u are talking about becuase i freakly don't like you

anyway, i am way too tired to be pissed of at anything or anyone

a week of working without rest or simply without weekend kills me

since this weekend i was working so hard on the essays and projects nad voluntary work

i had no time to rest or do anything or have a decent sleep

yesterday was sunday but i again spent the whole dya doing homework and studying for test

time rght now is never enough for me

i went to school and took two big tests for science and euro and went to ACI after school to take the SAT test

i am deaed tired right now and  i would never take SAT when tomorrow is school day

i have no choice this time because the other options for taking the test is wednesday and friday

i have to go to volunteer on wednesday to set up thanksgiiving dinner for the homeless

and i have to go to shopping 6am on the Black Friday and watch movie for the rest of the day

i am looking forward to the friday but for sure that i will suffer badly through all hte unfinisehd work on the other four days

good luck to me